Hello fellow bloggers! This is my very first post on my very first blog (bear with me). I decided to start this blog because, well, just read the blog title! The scrambled eggs in question are mine and the sundry is all the other parts of my life that do not involve the scrambled eggs. Let me start at the beginning. Last October (2013) I was hit with a pretty hard blow of finding out that I have the eggs of someone at least 10 years older than me (If you know nothing about fertility, just suffice to say this is not good.). Since then my love M and I have been tossed into the world of doctors appointments, scans, blood work, surgery, needles, and the occasional trip to a back room in the RE’s office to sit on a pee pad and watch porn. M has really only been subjected to the latter of those things, all the others were basically me.
I will go into more details in a later blog (maybe blog #2?). But for now this whole infertile world is just weird for me. It’s extremely time consuming and unexpected. It also brings out a lot of jealousy and ugliness in me which I don’t really feel badly about but I do know it’s not healthy, nor does it solve anything. So I thought I would write. So that’s the scrambled eggs part.
Now here is the sundry part! I am a 34 year old Jersey girl. I work in engineering at a public utility company. I like my job. I am in the process of obtaining my Associates Degree in 6 months and after would like to pursue my Bachelors Degree. I am a late bloomer in the education department, but it will get done. I love yoga! It is my passion and I would love to teach someday. This will have to be a part of the 5 year plan, maybe 8-10 year plan. But I will do it. I love to volunteer, especially with domestic violence organizations. I love reading murder/mystery books and watching true crime TV shows. I also love self help books and quotes about peace, love, yoga, etc. What can I say, I am a pretty interesting chick.
My 8 year old Shi Tzu and M are the most important people/fur baby in my life. Everything else takes a back seat to them. But I also have some pretty kick ass friends. I am not close to my fam, but my friends are the family I have chosen, and they have chosen me.
So this is me. I hope someone reads this. If not, I will keep rambling and maybe someday someone will. I am just a regular person doing my best and trying to figure it all out.